Paul, I can't even begin to describe all of the emotions I have went through this week. Some happy, some sad. Happy emotions come every time I think of all the fun times we had growing up! Sad because all I have now is those memories and I will never get to see that amazing smile or hear your laugh. Paul you have been a friend of mine for 15 years, not many people can say they have had a friend stay in their lives for that long. You meant a lot to me and I always considered you my best guy friend. I wish I was around more the last couple months but I know that's what you wanted. You wouldn't want your friends or family to worry about you. You were strong and independent and you were a fighter. Gonna miss you so much Paul. I keep thinking to be strong because I know that's what you would want me to do. <3 Paul, Karen and family and friends. I send my deepest condolences to you at this time of loss. I can't imagine the pain you are going through. Keep your heads up because we all know that's what he would want :)
